Thursday, July 10, 2008

Dilema

seriously, should I just give up those who don't want to even bother to do their project, and concentrate on helping those who are pushing themselves to complete theirs? On one hand, if bo chap, the parents will come after (though they heck care in 1st place), Head will say "why har, u din do this this this first... ", principal will come after and worse, conscience will prick... but on the other hand... not fair to those who put in extra effort.... sigh... and the grey area ones... yeah, the smaller kids... some really dun wan to do... some do until stress and breakdown... regardless of reasons (CCAs, tuition, family matter, etc etc), got to drag till next week... sigh... no sense of urgency.... so... if I really make the deadline to be DEADLINE, what will be the consequences? The good: (1) kids will realised that deadlines are DEADLINES (2) Load off me shoulders so that I can concentrate on the bigger kids... N level leh, dun pray pray... The bad: serious/cannot-take-stress kids gets upset (if cannot complete) and demoralised and breakdown and ... suicidal.. etc... Head will come after, principal come after, parents come after... (2) Kids get away with it, assuming that spoonfeeding will always come, because they know the teacher cannot afford to fail them.... To feed, or not to feed?.... see beh sian ah!!!!!!!!!!! sigh... everyday reach home 8 plus, no difference from RT.... Super busy day today.... Should I still be a good guy?....

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